"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit (Psalm 34:18). God sees you. God hears you. And, God will grant you His presence. No matter how you feel continue to trust in the Lord and keep praying, God will hear you.
If You Feel Lost or Broken, Know that God Can Find You, Fix You, and Use You
God said, "I will seek what was lost and bring back what was driven away, bind up the broken and strengthen what was sick; but I will destroy the fat and the strong, and feed them in judgment (Ezekiel 34:16). God is seeking to heal you, bring you back, and strengthen you. He loves you. God never exploits the weak; He strengthens them (Ezekiel 34:14-15). Wait on the Lord and your strength shall be renewed (Isaiah 40:31). Continue to put your trust in Him. God can still use you for His purpose. He knows the plans He has for you (Jeremiah 29:11). Don't give up now; you have come this far by Faith.
God uses broken people like you and me to help broken people like you and me