I have always had a longing in my soul for another home. A home far away from this superficial, finite, or rather what man calls natural. I never felt like I belong here. It wasn't until I learned more about God, and what He did for me on the Cross is when I began to understand my melancholy. I learned that sin separated me from God after the fall of man through Adam. I also learned through revelation that I can be reunited to God, if I will repent.
"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life (John 3:16). Once the Holy Spirit gave me the revelation, I realized that God has been calling me to repent; turn from my ways, from the beginning. He has always been there just waiting for me to answer in obedience to Him. I am so glad that I answered the call. Whosoever means that you also may answer the call, if you will repent. To not know God is to not know your self. You'll hear the voice telling you that you can do better, be better, and live life abundantelyl because you are created in God's image, but won't because you will yourself to not listen to the voice, do what it takes to ignite the power within, and in turn forget who you truly are.
"For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass: For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was (James 1:23-24).